Monday, May 26, 2008
10:51 PM

i can feel really really happy and contented for one moment.

but at the next, i feel as if i'm losing control of everything. everything happening around me, is just not the way i want it, yet i can't do anything about it. i just don't get it. why is it so hard to understand? why are we so hard to understand? why do we always say things that are the exact opposite of how we truly feel?

does the word honesty actually have its meaning at all?