Friday, September 26, 2008
11:19 PM

あれは恋だった

Happy birthday to Hidaya yesterday, hahaha. So many people are having birthdays in September and October. When the hell is mine huh. By then everyone's going for holiday already hurhur.

How to improve on my chem, wah lao eh. It's not like I didn't practise. I did. I've done TYS, I've forced myself to practise the topics which I totally suck at, yet there's no change in my ugly U grade. At least my bio showed some improvement(little better than none). When I looked at my chem results I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I absolutely hate chem. But well I know that's because I suck at it that's why I hate it so much. And to think last year, I was complaining to Aiman how impossible it is to do well in bio cause of the huge amount of content. Now bio seems much much easier. Really much easier. I am just totally amazed by people who can get C and above for chem. To me it's like, give me another ten years then I'll reach that grade. Chem is like alien language to me. ZZZ

Anyway put the lousy subjects aside, let's talk about the one subject I am most proud of. I was very shocked. Very. When both maths papers were done during the prelims I was thinking, just let me pass and it'll be enough. Seriously I thought it was the most difficult paper I've ever done in my entire life or something. But I think that's how it made me push on harder in the process of doing the paper. And what surprised me was that it turned out better than my mid years when mid years was easier. But finally, finally, finally, the grade I'd been waiting for. I don't care if I can't beat the two smartest people in class because that's not important anymore. In the end our grades are still the same anyway LOL (: Okay jokes aside. Izzati shook hands with me to congratulate me hahaha. I am super duper happy. Not the arrogant boasting kind of happy but the gratified kind of happy. Woohoo. My efforts paid off this time.

Now all I need is to keep the maths and bio momentum. Come on TJM this is the final lap, you're improving bit by bit so just keep going, keep hanging on until 20th Nov. Must tell myself that. No more procrastinating cause I want to get into the course that I want.

Jiayou S04 for chem.

It is possible.

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