Schemata

2009-01-16T00:43:00.003+08:00

2009-01-08T20:52:00.002+08:00

Season ― SID

Klunch with Denise and Huiyi yesterday at Clementi. Clementi is nothing but upgrading! The area near my old house looks like it's undergoing some upgrading as well. Anyway at kbox we sang quite a few oldies. Songs that were popular ten years ago. I think these songs are amazing cause though we might not know the title of the song, when the tune comes up, we know the lyrics. Haha and I like those old songs compared the current popular songs. Now I'm hooked onto one of Andy Lau's songs. Hahaha

Skip Beat will have a taiwan live-action version with Jerry Yan and Ariel Lin as the main cast. Seriously, why does taiwan have to cook up a drama adaptation out of every damn thing in japan.

Nothing much happened this week, and haha actually, I can't really recall what I did for the past few days. Tried to, but it seems like my mind is blank. Yesterday after kbox I went over to Huiyi's place and I helped to do her maths holiday assignment and my brain was like, totally blocked. Anyway, section lunch this saturday, Shaf will be here! =D

2009-01-03T17:03:00.003+08:00

First eight episodes of Naruto Shippuuden are released on crunchyroll, and in quite good quality. I found myself blasting my earphones when I was watching the very first episode because the sound quality is so good. Feels good to rewatch it again. Now I'm reading the manga from where I've stopped before prelims, uh that was such a long time ago. But as I read further I somehow feel this anxiety(yeah I'm a bit nuts since it's just fictional) cause the characters inside are dying here and there. Good people especially, like Third Hokage. Asuma. Jiraiya. I don't know about Kakashi, I checked some forum posts and there are people saying he's dead O.O Makes me really scared hurhur.

I'm going to watch Gake no Ue no Ponyo soon, haha the song in the trailer is far too cute. My sister's friend downloaded it for her but I think I'll watch it in cinema. I just prefer to watch jap films in theatres cause I want to hear the dialogues properly.

And megaupload is still being a bitch. asdfasdfasdfasdf

2009-01-02T14:37:00.006+08:00

BP MARCHBACK TO CCK AVE 4 CAMPUS TODAY!

Met Lye Ee and Yeunsee at the teckwhye campus this morning. Woah it's been soooo long since I've woke up so early lah. And we thought they would let the alumni be the first to lead the marchback but they said we have the privilege of being the last. Haha we didn't see any privilege in that so the three of us tried to be right in front once the sec fours left the campus first. And then by the time we reach the cck campus the lion dance people started all that ching chiang drums and cymbals thingy. Then we realised we were actually walking right beside the VIP(an angmoh guy) haha oh my goodness. Felt like the VIP ourselves too lol. Wah the cymbals were really loud. Seriously dono how those guys can tahan all that noise without ear plugs.

Then we went to the parade square, which was where the courtyard used to be, and the original parade square became much smaller, I think it's now a carpark haha. The band was there and they played two songs, or is it three? Don't know, can't hear clearly what they're playing, all I hear is the percussion section. And all four bass drummers are girls, haha so cool. Wrong, I should say, the whole percussion section consists of girls except for only one guy. Then more alumni band people came and Aiman came too =D When the marchback was over we sang the national anthem and school song, both the music played by the band. Haha Aiman was singing the school song kind of loudly, he actually remembers the chinese lyrics leh. Not bad. It's like me remembering the malay lyrics for national anthem. LOL OKAY FINE I'M TALKING CRAP HAHA.

Then lessons resumed for the students and there was reception for the bp alumni. That was where we met other fellow bpians that we know. And while I was eating my beehoon I saw someone I didn't expect to meet. Ah haha, nono it's not a female. I'm referring to a male this time. I thought I had a hallucination but I don't hallucinate haha so it was indeed, really, him. Wow. Okay haha I was stunned at that time. Zzz I guess I didn't grow much further in height ever since, cause he became much taller, and taller than me definitely. Rah. Alright talk about something else.

Oh the band had a small meeting before being dismissed. They have a new band tee and it's quite nice luh. But tsk it's like fifteen bucks. And Daniel said they're going to have a big project this year around May/June, they're thinking of having an alumni band concert.

After that we were all quite hungry, had lunch at Pizza Hut with the flute section(Syafiqah, Lye Ee, Yeunsee, Zhigoon, Keyi, Rachel) and Rayna as well. It was really nice, we still chitchatted like how we did in bp band. Most of the time I was crapping with Rayna haha and now she has long straightened hair and she was wearing a cap, so I was saying that with her cap down covering her eyes she looks like Jolin Tsai hahaha. Next week we'll have a section dinner, haha hopefully Shaf can make it.

Took some photos of the school. Just a few. We didn't tour around the campus, actually there weren't much changes to the classroom and archive blocks. But the canteen and hall were somewhere else, haha didn't bother to check, so many people around. Next time can go back and see again.

2009-01-01T16:56:00.003+08:00

Yay happy 2009

No new year resolutions this time, because I realised that I do not follow them anyway. HA! If there has to be one, I would want to be happy. VERY VERY HAPPY!!!!!!!!! TEEHEE

2008-12-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

素直になることができず
素顔になることができず

For the nth time megaupload is not working for me. It's been saying Download limit exceeded every single bloody time I try it when I've obviously not downloaded anything. Go eat shit lah megaupload. BLEAH

Had dinner with five other bpband people today. Wanted seoul garden but it was full so we went ajisen instead, damn it tom yum again. Chit chat, gossip, laugh, then arcade. Played three rounds of daytona with Tzewei and Guanri while Gladys and Rachel window-shopped elsewhere. I'm so proud of myself lol, for once I did a really smooth and nice swerve around the sharp bend, hahaha the wonders of using manual gear. And I had a super tyco win as well HAHA. But the advanced course is a little too challenging for all of us luh. And then Bishibashi plus airhockey plus that throw balls at the screen game(still dono what it's called till now). Then met Lye Ee at lot one and we sat down for another round of chitchatting at long johns. Quite happy lah, I think none of us have changed much after two years actually. Still the same old people (:

I'm going to try watching GTO anime this time, woohoo I'm in love with the opening video. Think it's far too cool, in black and white somemore. And the song is by L'Arc~en~Ciel, haha niceeeee.

2008-12-26T21:10:00.007+08:00

HOHOHOHO. Luo Zhi Xiang's new album is here. The song( 箇中強手) is already used as the opening theme for his drama Hot Shot so it's nothing new. Out of 5 I'll give it a 2.5. His previous album song(一支獨秀) was his best I think. Even my sister liked it. Anyway though I'm not as crazy as before, he is good-looking as always. Cause there was this one part of the MV where he was looking right at the screen and singing(haha more like lip sync, but that's besides the point). I swear I went awwwwww and my insides melted immediately. HA

Link: the MV

2008-12-26T17:42:00.002+08:00

Yesssss I finally got it right, my old favourite blogskin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! \^o^/

2008-12-23T22:04:00.008+08:00

”まだあいつが好きなの？”

Went Bugis with Mingxian to sing at Top One KTV, but the guy said all the rooms are used, so we went Cineleisure to check the price for kbox but it was $18++ for only three and a half hours, super not worth it, so we decided to just have lunch and watch Bolt. Haha, it turned out to be a good alternative even though we were both dying to do some singing, but never mind some other day haha.

So we lunched at Pastamania and talked(okay actually we started chatting non-stop from the time we met at JE). Haha it's kind of amazing, we haven't met for quite long, yet there's still lots of stuff to talk about. She said her face grew fatter and mine grew skinnier. HUH. That is the worst thing to hear from others actually haha. And then anyway while were eating she was talking about Lord of The Rings. I haven't read the book nor watch the movie, but I tried guessing out the whole plot from her. And I was seriously making wild guesses haha!

Me: It's about a ring that's damn powerful one right.
Her: Yah.
Me: And then everyone is trying to get that ring right.
Her: Yah.
Me: Then in the end Flodo(main character) got the ring but he didn't want it and he destroyed it right.
Her: Yah.
Me: Haha!
Her: Wahlao, you just summarised the whole story in a few lines! You made it sound so simple lah!

And Bolt was hilarious. I hate the pigeons! Zzz their heads couldn't stop twitching, and I couldn't keep my eyes off the purple pigeon because there was something wrong with its eyes and it looked damn retarded. Everytime the pigeons appeared MX and I laughed. And the hamster is too funny. This is the second movie other than Kungfu Panda which made me lose control while laughing.

2008-12-20T19:44:00.005+08:00

いつだって素直な気持ちになれるのは
気まずく別れたケンカのあとだけさ

I've looked through the list of anime that's coming up in winter 2009, hmm doesn't really look that interesting, and some of them are second/third/fourth seasons so I don't think I would watch them since I wouldn't know what the hell is going on. There are a few I'm interested in like Maria Holic (about a girl who has a phobia of men and she wants to find a yuri partner, but her ideal mate happens to be a cross-dressing guy HAHA). I heard there'll be a second season of Fullmetal Alchemist in April too. Woohoo. Anyway, click here if you want to check out the list of anime.

I'm starting to lack the motivation to write. What's there to talk about when you coop yourself up at home and your butt never leaves the computer chair? Haha. But well I'm going out more often this week. Going for JC band fest concert tomorrow with band peeps and another concert by NIE band next saturday. It's been a long time since I've attended concerts and I do want to expose myself to more music. I asked Gladys if she would still join band in uni and she said no. Hmm well I think I still would. I do like music lah. And I want to learn piano too. Just that my mum didn't know I had that interest(neither did I) when I was young so I never had that chance.

2008-12-18T16:38:00.002+08:00

ケンカのあとで…

Watched Twilight with Gladys yesterday. How should I put it, er, we found it uninteresting. Sorry Twilight fans (: The movie was approximately 121 minutes, but the real action was only during the last 15 minutes. Maybe that's how the story is supposed to be like, I don't know since I didn't read the book. There was a lot of talking in the first half. There were some funny parts and there was one part where this doctor appeared and his complexion was so bleach white that there was a huge commotion in the cinema. Everyone was like, Woah damn white lah. Haha. And I had already gone gaga over Robert Pattinson when he acted in Goblet of Fire, so now I'm over the craziness already haha. When the action part came Gladys turned to me and said, Eh I'm getting a bit excited now. HAHAHAHA. But well I think the sequel next year would be better, quite definitely.

And thanks to those who sent your birthday wishes. Had a bit of flu yesterday but I still enjoyed my date with Gladysheng. Haha!

2008-12-15T14:42:00.005+08:00

Legend of S-Oke

I just found out that Nodame manga has been stagnant because the mangaka is on maternity leave. AHHHHH of all times! The next chapter will be the most interesting, Nodame's debut performance with Stresemann ahhhhh! And even though the anime will be ending next week, there's another piece of good news: there'll be a sequel in fall 2009. \^o^/ HA. Wonderful, the power of anime.

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! hurhur

My sister said I should try working in bookstores. Eh, not bad an idea. Since I like the feeling of being surrounded by books. Not textbooks though haha. But at least I'll be looking at something that I like while I'm working. Just moving stuff around and packing stuff and arranging stuff whatsoever. Better than getting bored out of my wits watching anime and downloading manga at home. And I can even have discounts if I want to buy books there. I dono lah. But the best is if I can choose not to work. But my mum said I better find a job otherwise she won't provide living expenses haha.

I need to buy more VCDs. I feel like getting Nodame anime but we already have the live action, so I think I better drop that thought. It'll be a waste of money. Last night Swing Girls was showing on okto channel, and that's the number nth time I'm watching it already. My tanjoubi is less than 48 hours away but I can't think of anything that I'd like to do on that day. Uhhhh boring shit.

2008-12-14T00:01:00.007+08:00

I went for a haircut today and this was what I saw near a shop beside the salon. Amazing, how people can actually make such a terrifying mistake, hahahaha. Chu Choa Kang, where is Chu Choa Kang?! HAHA

Nodame Cantabile Paris Hen is ending next week. Quite sad that they're not planning to continue since the manga goes all the way until Chiaki meets both his father and Vierra sensei. But now the manga has been stagnant at chapter 126, so I'm trying to take my time to read it cause I'm at 117 already.

Happy birthday Aliff (: Now quick, it's time I turn eighteen.

2008-12-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Spend those silent times with me

Had a nice dinner with Gladys Rachel and Shafiqah today, we were sitting in Pizza Hut and talking, mostly about BP and band and things going on in our own schools. Talked about band comp in 2006. It was really hell of fun to be doing formations with Rsoh and Shaf. And I like going all the way back to the starting position cause there's Gladysheng standing behind us as well.

Rachel is seriously the opposite of everything. While everyone is kind of discreet about their private(love) lives, this woman can just go on and on about hers! I was the one who started asking about it, but after that all of us stopped talking for a few seconds, and suddenly she continued talking about it again LOL. Then the three of us burst out laughing. And they couldn't stop commenting on my lack of taste of people. Okay I admit I lack lots of it, but I'm seriously not the kind who goes for looks. I don't really give a damn about that sort of thing cause when the time really comes, feelings can't be controlled, can they haha.

AND OMG SOMETHING REALLY FUNNY HAPPENED THERE. This young waitress was taking our orders and she asked for our choice of soup, either chicken or summer vegetable. Shaf wanted chicken and the rest of us wanted summer vegetable, so we told her, 3 summer vege and 1 chicken. Then she repeated our orders and this was what happened(omg buay tahan i'm starting to laugh again) :

Waitress: Okay so I repeat your orders. 3 chicken 1 summer vege.
Rachel: Eh no, 3 summer vege 1 chicken.
Waitress: So 3 summer 1 vege.
[We start to realise that there's something terribly wrong with what she has just said. And I'm about to burst out laughing but I'm controlling it]
Rachel: Nonono, 3 summer vege 1 chicken.
Waitress: Oh okay, 3 vege 1 summer.
All four of us: [Hysterical laughter]

And then the waitress finally realises what she's just said and she's laughing with us as well. I couldn't tahan it and I bet my face had the letters OMGHAHAHAHA written on it. I know it was bad for us to laugh but hey, the waitress was laughing as well. If you were really there you would know how it feels to try and stop your lips from curling up at the sides. I tried to pinch myself to stop the spasmic laughter but it didn't work. Once the waitress left I gave up suppressing and I had to bend all the way down until my face touched the cushion chair and laugh all I can.

Joke of the day, and probably for the whole of year 2008.

On the way home Shaf asked me some stuff. I feel kind of strange talking about it again, it's as if a whole lot of drama happened and it wasn't happening in reality at all. And then three or four days ago I had this dream and I couldn't believe that till now I would even think about it. But I woke up feeling happy. And it made me think about what happened last time. Three and a half years ago? Hurhur. I feel so old suddenly haha. And what the hell, it was only a few miserable months of friendship.

Anyway. I tried to change my blog template cause I'm sick of it but there's some error and I don't know how to go about correcting it, ahhh never mind forget it maybe I'll delete this and get another url next time, if I can be bothered. Troublesome blogger.

2008-12-10T13:07:00.004+08:00

Presenting to you the belated birthday gift for my best friend:

2008-12-09T22:44:00.002+08:00

168 pages of Harry Potter left, must finish reading by tomorrow, tomorrow... tomorrow... Otherwise I have to pay more fines. Zzz

Oh yes Gladysheng, I finally got your belated birthday present. It's the perfect present for you, even better than the Spongebob cushion last year. THE BESTEST AND FUNNIEST GIFT EVER!!! I saw it in Action City yesterday and I thought, This thing is definitely created for Gladysheng. I must give it to her. HAHA. Have fun playing with it! Shall upload a picture of it here once I give it to her.

2008-12-07T11:01:00.003+08:00

スキよ　なんて嘘よ
キライ　それも嘘だわ

Went for arcade and dinner at Bugis with some band people (Ruoning, Aliff, Huda, Guanri, Huilin). Ruoning, Huda, Guanri and I met up first, and our initial place to hang out was town but we thought it was a bit far, so on the way there we were discussing where we could go where they would be arcade. Ruoning and I thought of Bugis and this is what I said:

Me: Ah! Bugis got. At the Parco there. Underground one.
Huda: Woah, underground one ah.
Me: Sorry I mean basement. Basement.
Huda: (laughter)

So we played at Virtualand for about two hours, then by the time Huilin came it was around 9pm already and we had dinner, then Aliff came shortly after. This is my first time having dinner at such a late hour. Mine's usually around 6.30pm at home. I told Ruoning that recently I can get hungry after every four hours, and she said it's puberty LOL. Every four hours... I feel like a pig man. I had lunch around 2 and got hungry so I ate something light at 5 plus and then I got hungry again around 7. Think my metabolism is not just high, it's excessively high? And anyway the noise level at the arcade was wow. Once we entered all I could hear was, ZZZKFHIADFNLEPIALVNAOPWRTGKLNAF. There's this guy who was playing House of the Dead and he was damn pro. Aliff and I wanted to play it but judging from how pro he was, we gave up waiting and played Silent Hill instead. When we finished playing and walked back, the guy was still shooting away at the screen. And all the time he's aiming for the head and his accuracy is like hundred percent. Then this bat was flying around(I mean in the game not in real life) and he couldn't aim at it properly and the bat scratched him, so there were red scratch marks on the screen, and the guy pointed his middle finger at the screen. HAHA. Damn serious about the game.

Arcade is really a place to waste money. I spent less than ten bucks but the amount is close to ten I think. The Bishibashi game lah. I still prefer playing with controllers instead of hitting the hell out of the machine. My right arm aches from playing that game(I don't know what it's called) where you just keep throwing plastic balls at the screen until the time limit is over.

Haha when I was in secondary school I thought of having a Daytona machine at home. Play and play and play. Haha. Thank god I didn't get it. I dont think I can even make it to JC if I had that machine at home.

2008-12-05T21:29:00.001+08:00

Nodame Cantabile (Paris arc) manga

2008-11-30T17:55:00.003+08:00

もっと歩幅落として
やっと横並んだリズム

Went vivo with Gladys and Rachel on friday to get Rachel's prom shoes. She got her heels from this store called Heatwave and honestly, that place is filled with heatwaves haha. The lights are so whitely bright and heat was radiating everywhere, damn hot. In the end I couldn't take the heat and I had to stay outside for a while. Opposite that store was another shoe store and I tried on a SUPERDUPER comfortable slipper. Must buy something like that next time. Gladys and I are not going for prom, and both our school's prom falls on the same day. Well well, tuesday is a good day for both of us to slack and watch more of Nodame! (: So happy prom-ing R Soh. Haha

I got myself a novel(A Spot of Bother) by Mark Haddon at Page One. I bought his first novel last year, called The Curious Incident of the Dog in the Night-time. Very weird plot, and my sister gave up reading it halfway. This new novel is another weird one. About this man who's on the verge of going insane. HA I love weird plots.

Forgive me for the previous entry, cause clearly I wasn't in the right state of mind, considering that it was around 2am. Was talking to a friend and our conversation brought me to my senses. I think it's time to put a stop to all the nonsense I've been giving myself. And most importantly, it's time I give myself another chance to start everything over.

2008-11-29T02:03:00.004+08:00

Never in my life have I committed an error which I allowed to prolong for such a long time. Honestly, I've been stupid for too long. All it takes, is someone who knows me well - perhaps even better than I do - to point out that mistake, and the whole big picture is clear.

You're kinda blind.

Kinda is an understatement, I guess.

2008-11-27T22:34:00.005+08:00

Gladys came over around three plus yesterday and we watched four discs of Nodame. Oh dear oh my goodness, cause that was my very first time watching the live action, it made me laugh like shit. Made us laugh like shit. She told me the plane crash scene was hilarious and when it played, it amused me totally. SO RIDICULOUS LAH THEY USED A TOY PLANE TO DO IT! This was the actual scene in the anime, so there wasn't a comical effect, but for the live action, I totally understand why the whole thing is so funny and why my sister bought the VCD.

HA HA HA!

2008-11-26T10:58:00.005+08:00

I had the weirdest and most terrifying dream ever this morning. The A level results were released earlier than expected; my grades were terrifying as well. Not gonna talk about what grades I'd dreamt of, it's the kind that gets you nowhere, that's it. UHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Alright Gladys has finished her final paper just now! Yay, we're going to watch Nodame over here wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! She said Let's finish Nodame within these two days! LOL you freak.

2008-11-24T21:47:00.003+08:00

On na pas de tempos! Ne vous disputez pas!!

I've been spending the past few days of my life on nothing but Bomberman, anime, Bomberman, anime. Skip Beat manga. Slam Dunk marathons. I'm starting on Kindaichi marathons once I finish up Slam Dunk. Wah damn it, anime freak. I better start reading Harry Potter cause I already renewed it once. And then today I met up with Yeunsee to pass her all my bio notes. At least they don't have to take up space in my storeroom. I told her I might need them back (touch wood touch lots of wood lol) if I can't make it pass A levels. She said, Choy lah, will pass one lah! and asked me why I don't wana take bio in university, since I've been studying it for so long. Bio is fun to learn alright, but remembering all that STUFF?! No way man. This is the lasterestest time I'm touching bio.

The new Lot One library has opened! Bigger, brighter, more books, and more kids as well. The noise level is ten times greater. Even though the library was more spacious, this angmoh lady didn't have eyes at all and she had to bump into me. I swear, she must weigh a ton, because the impact was so great I almost flew off. So I turned around to see who that person with such a murderous intent was and I saw this freaking tall blonde. She said sorry twice but all I could do was stare at her blankly because the impact was huge I didn't know what to do. And then I borrowed another fiction book. I seriously don't know if I'm going to finish reading it at all, with all the anime and that 607 pages of Harry Potter.

Today I did some packing of all my files and I took out some O level maths stuff. Just in case, I'm really going to give math tuition, I better look through all that stuff again. E maths I mean. I had F9 for A maths all the way until the actual O level results haha.

Alright no time to talk back to my slacking wonderland (:

2008-11-22T21:14:00.005+08:00

Woohoo!

Naruto Shippuuden

Bleach

Toradora

Kuroshitsuji

Skip Beat

Kindaichi Shounen no Jikenbo

Slam Dunk

Nodame Cantabile Paris Hen

2008-11-20T17:37:00.005+08:00

出会った场所で

A whole group of ten of us went to watch Madagascar 2 at Causeway Cathay. Haha there was laughing here and there but Kung Fu Panda still amused me the most. I still can't forget the scene where the panda and the tiger were having their final fight and the panda actually sat on the tiger's face. And they did that in slow motion. I swear I went hysterical at that point in time and my laughter echoed through the theatre haha. But anyway after that we had lunch at Seoul Garden. It was the first time going there, for quite a number of us. Almost like steamboat lah, but then I still prefer steamboat cause everyone's sitting around a big round table.

Somehow permutation and combination came across my mind at the words round table lol. Uhhhh, not now, not when everything has just ended. Haha.

And we were damn full already after eating for around one and a half hours, yet Desmond and David claimed that they're only half full and what they were having were only appetizers. Man, I've never felt like such a greedy pig in my entire life. Okay actually no, I could eat more than that. But recently my appetite's been kind of bad, sometimes I don't even finish that one bowl of rice during dinner. Dono why. Sick of eating the same kind of food everyday maybe. I better think of what food I want to eat while I'm slacking my life away for these few months. Cup noodles everyday? Haha.

Anyway this is a perfect time to slack cause there's so much anime that's just started airing in October. And manga! I have to start following up on my manga soon. I have no idea what's going on in BLEACH now haha, the last time I heard about Ikkaku's stuff was that he was badly injured, ahhhhh noooooooooo. Why is everyone getting injured and killed and all that. Ikkaku where's your bankai did you use it? Ryuumon Houzakimaru? GOSH I ACTUALLY REMEMBER. Ha! I have six animes to watch and I'm planning to re-watch two old ones. Slam Dunk and Kindaichi Shounen no Jikenbo. Bleach fillers are finally over, now it's the part where Ichigo just keeps getting punched and kicked around by the Espada cause he's damn tired already. You people bully the weak and injured! How rude! Tsk. And I'm starting to like Toradora more and more. I think I'll start reading the manga.

Anyway okay I'm gonna watch Bleach now. Nel in her sexy form! Woots. But her voice... a bit... uh. Why still the same baby voice. And I'm going to read Deathly Hallows too! Ah so busy. Busy slacking. It's so nice to be able to slack yet NO ONE, NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO SCOLD YOU FOR DOING THAT. I've been waiting for this day ever since my education life started =D Alright enough crapping here I have to get down to my work right now, like right now. LOL. Ah yes I wana go Kbox soon too. With my classmates and another round with Mingxian they all. I suddenly miss my duet with MX haha.

2008-11-18T22:34:00.002+08:00

あぁ
とぼけた現実も原色で塗り替えてしまえ
引き寄せてあげるから　ねえ
そこから踊り続けよう
二人だけのワルツ

それはワルツの様だね　不思議さ
ささやく様な木漏れ日の交差点で
二人ワルツの様にね　廻りながら
描き出してゆくもの

2008-11-17T17:37:00.006+08:00

I got tagged by Derek. And haha cause we have the same surname, Pathma once thought she was talking to him online when it was actually me. LOL. Anyway, it's been ages since I've done something like this. Hmmphmmphmmphmphmm sooooo nostalgic. Uh wth haha!

1) Do you have secrets?
Woah, loads man, LOADS. I think that's the reason why my brain cannot take in anymore school knowledge LOL

2) Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?
Ah, if you're talking about a girl, no. But guy, possible. I mean not too young. Two years younger is still acceptable, if you ask me.

3) Do you enjoy going to school?
Kind of lah. Just except the days where my life will totally screw up, like exams. But maths exam it's alright HAHA

4) What would you do with a billion dollars?
Eat all I can, buy all I can, do whatever I want. Ah yes, go Japan. Go Japan go Japan go Japan. Pay a Japanese guy to become my husband maybe.

5) Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Most likely. I think I'm that sort.

6) Which is more blessed, loving someone or to be loved by someone?
Ah, I'm not going to choose 'both' since it defeats the purpose of the question. But I'm gonna say... loving myself is more blessed. HA okay wth not answering the question also. Okay lah BOTH LAH BOTH zzz

7) List five favourite Movies
1. Spirited Away (this was the very first jap animated movie I watched. And it left me with a really strong impression)
2. Toki wo Kakeru Shoujo (watched this with my mum and sis, and there was one part of the movie that made me cry my guts out lol)
3. Naruto Movie II (cause it has Shikamaru)
4. Monsters Inc.
5. Harry Potter (all except Goblet of Fire)
OOOOH wait let me add a few more, I forgot about them totally.
6. Pirates of the Caribbean
7. Kung Fu Panda (I spent 99% of the time laughing my shits off)
8. Van Helsing

8) If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?
Good for him. I'd be quite relieved, actually. I mean like, I'd probably freak out if I find out that he likes me as well. Haha somehow I prefer one-sided feelings. It's a totally different yet special kind of feeling as compared to being in a relationship. And I like that kind of feeling.

9) Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Not extremely but um ahhh, keeping in contact with a particular person. Haha. Kore wa himitsu desu.

10) Do you have any regrets?
Wah a lot. I've been regretting stuff for my entire life. Haha really.

11) How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Getting a job I've never expected I would do. And uh, getting married. Lol

12) Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family, my good friends, and a few more important people.

13) What kind of person do you think is the person who tagged you?
Uh, he's someone with the same surname as me LOL, and uh, he can be quite fun to crap with when it's about random stuff, and he's my class manager (lol again) and uh, well yes he has the surname as me.

14) Would you rather be Single but Rich or Married but Poor?
Single but rich. I have interesting things to do even if I am single haha.

15) What is your favourite Colour?
BLACK RED WHITE

16) Would you give all in a relationship?
Yes

17) If you fall in love simultaneously with two people, who would you choose?
Aww man this is such a terrible question for a person like me. People who understand me really well will know that I dono how to answer this question. Ha, ha, ha.

18) What are the top five countries on your 'to-go' list?
1. JAPAN YEAHHHH!
2. Korea (i'm thinking of learning Korean but I think the writing part would be freaking tough)
3. Taiwan (i missed the band exchange programme damn it)
4. Whole of Europe
5. Can't think of a fifth one

19) Do you prefer being single or being in a relationship?
Both are kind of good lah and I haven't been in a relationship before so I don't know how it's like, maybe it's nice maybe it sucks, depends on your experience isn't it.

20) 5 people i've tagged to continue
Person 1, Person 2, Person 3, Person 4, Person 5. This is getting lame

2008-11-14T20:29:00.001+08:00

2008-11-14T19:45:00.003+08:00

握ってた手が離れたら
君はいつか忘れちゃうの？　私のこと…

Everyone's asking if Kakashi will die in the manga while he's fighting Pein. NOOOOOOOO WAYYYYYYY Kakashi cannot die. Asuma's death was enough to depress me for days, and also Jiraiya, no way is Kakashi gonna die. This is entirely Iruka's fault damn it! He should get killed, that useless bum, he should go back and fight Pein and let Kakashi live instead. Ah I don't want another heart attack lahhhhh. Iruka... teme..... shi ne baka!

Tomorrow 10pm on okto channel, muahaha Inuyasha movie IV. I think I like that movie the most out of all the others. And it's rumoured that there'll be a fifth instalment next year and it's going to be the final one. Where Inuyasha will have a final battle with Naraku (cause Naraku took hell of long to die but he did die in the manga eventually) and he'll choose between Kikyo and Kagome. Like duh, no need think also will know the answer one what. Kagome of course lol. Inuyasha anime will always have a happy ending. Haha. But it's a rumour only. I do hope it is really true.

Nodame Cantabile Paris-Hen is getting more and more ridiculous and hilarious. And oooh in episode 6 Chiaki played Bolero! One of my favourite music pieces. I heard it for the first time at SYO concert and that was because I went with Miss Gladys Heng to see, ER HEM ER HEM HAHAHAHAHAHA. My dear friend do you still remember what happened during the concert? A lot of people were cheering for their friends on stage and I too, joined in, to show my support for my bestest friend ever. And I cheered (specially cheered with a manly low voice because it sounded much more unique than all the high-pitched screaming) that person's name so loudly as if my life depended on it. HAHA and Gladys kept laughing and laughing while I cheered his name! The look of happiness on her face! LOL. Eh that concert was quite fun. I mean, the cheering part was fun man. I miss it. Like in BP when there was cheering I would use my low voice and she would join in as well. Which sounded really loud cause there were quite a number of people who turned around to see who those idiots were.

I just talked to Clair cause I told her our exam invigilators are from Millenia and one of them was our PAE civics tutor. Then we were saying we really missed MI days, all that fooling around. And then she mentioned something else like ARGH DAMN IT why do you still remember that thing! So damn long ago. It still bothers me a little and I've yet to find out as well. But ha. Never mind actually. Some things are better left in suspense.

Okay man back to work, bio paper 3 I'm gonna nail. you. down. GYABOO

2008-11-11T17:56:00.003+08:00

Wah piang crap man I mixed up gibbs free energy and entropy, damn it that whole chunk of marks gone. UHHHH CRAPPPPPP! What the hell my brain isn't working at all! How stupid can I get oh man there is really no limit to my stupidity. What's with this whole A levels?!

@#$%*?! asdfasdfasdfasdf?!?!?!

2008-11-08T16:57:00.002+08:00

First time I see Shikamaru show that much emotion in one episode. And I think his dad is equally cool haha. This part wasn't in the manga, but well, it's as if the whole episode was specially for him. The pleasure of visual entertainment LOL, our GP essay question. This is visual entertainment. Way to go Shikamaru, you were great. I'm glad I didn't waste my time devoting my virtual life to you.

2008-11-08T10:59:00.004+08:00

優しくて　熱くて　卑怯なキスで　彩ってよ
最後の夜　月が照らしてる

Hohohoho. Yesterday was fantabulous marvellous. Okay lah, a little exaggerating, but at least eh, i finished math paper 2 feeling easy peasy. LOL. As in, besides the few blanks that i had left in my answer script, i finished the rest of the paper in 2 hours sharp. I remember my tuition teacher saying that normally A level math paper should be finished in about 2 hours. He said he finished it in 1.5 hours before. My god. Math god that one lol. Anyway so I had one hour to check through everything plus work on those blanks. And knowing that my paper 1 was doomed I checked my paper 2 like siao, check until the very last minute then I stopped and thought to myself, I seriously can't find anymore careless mistakes already.

So the week ended nicely at least. I hope paper 2 can pull up my paper 1. I'm not expecting an A for this subject, but let's hope Cambridge surprises me. HAHA. This time it's the arts people who are gonna be real busy for next week. And what? We have four papers spread out over 2 weeks! I don't mind if we end the latest of everyone else. Doesn't matter whether they get to enjoy post As a little earlier. We have time to spread it all out. Not like the first week. I totally 崩溃 during the math paper 1-bio paper 2-chem paper 3 period of time. Effing stressful. Lol.

Then after lunch I went home and then I took a long nap till dinner time. First time having a decent sleep after 5 days of mental torture. I woke up with my hair in a mess cause I didn't sleep properly but who cares man. Now I'm gonna watch some anime and then get down to my chem. Gonna make miracles this time HAHA.

I'm talking to Gladys online right now. Yay we will watch Nodame drama after your music on 26th! Haha. And then have our usual badminton. Maybe get Ah Soh along also haha. Play like mad women yeahhhhh! Two days back I was talking to Zhang Chuan and he said he thinks he screwed all his papers up badly. Ah, I know exactly how it feels like man. I'm not much better either. Almost everybody around me is screwing up! Zzz. Haha yeah. But there's like only 12 days to the end. Gotta tahan all this crap and make the most out of it. Yup.

And oh yes happy birthday to Shafiqah and Mingxian! (:

2008-11-06T16:24:00.003+08:00

Found this picture online and I thought it looked, kind of cute. Lol. It made me laugh silly-ly cause of the way the faces were drawn. Too cartoonish.

Anyway, wana talk about how the first week of A levels went for me. One word: terrible. I've never felt like a piece of shit that much in my life, and yet there's nothing I can do about it. Quite pathetic. The only hope I put in that one subject just had to demoralise me as well. And it's not my fault, the questions were difficult and stupid at the same time. Surprisingly, chem paper 3 didn't make me feel that bad. And to think chem is my worst subject, hahaha wow. So I was telling a friend, that whenever there's a major thing happening in my life, something just crops up. How the hell can I feel happier doing chem than maths? I just hope, pray really hard, that maths will be okay tomorrow. PLEASE. Hi Cambridge, I'm trying to give you a good maths grade. So please don't do stupid things to stop me.

2008-11-02T21:17:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling numb about the fact that A levels is starting in less than 11 hours. Haha I know the feeling will definitely not be the same once I enter the hall to take that damn bloody geography paper. I shall read GP now and forget about geog first. Leave all the last minute cramming after GP paper. ALRIGHT MAN THIS IS IT! SAY HELLO TO A LEVELS!

2008-11-01T22:53:00.002+08:00

OH GOD SHOOT ME WHY, WHY, WHY THE HELL DID I EVEN TAKE GEOGRAPHY? HATE GEOG HATE GEOG HATE GEOG HATE GLOBALISATION HATE EVERY. SINGLE. DAMN. THING. ABOUT. GEOG. GO TO HELL FIRST DAY OF A LEVELS CAN'T WAIT FOR GP AND GEOG TO BE OVER ON MONDAY SO I CAN PUT MY HEART AND SOUL INTO MY CHEM. MY BIO. AND OF COURSE MY MATHS DAMN IT NOTHING ABOUT GEOG IS GETTING INTO THAT TINY BRAIN OF MINE I NEED A CPU MEMORY RIGHT NOWWWWWWWW

Ok I'm done ranting. Outta here

2008-10-25T14:33:00.000+08:00

2008-10-25T13:27:00.003+08:00

7 different animes to catch, Shippuuden manga, Inuyasha manga, 转角遇到爱 on channel U and 篮球火 on cable tv very soon.

Of course, that's after the As. Say BYE BYE to ALL distractions! SAYONARA! I'll see you in less than a month! Hahahaha.

2008-10-21T22:20:00.003+08:00

为什么你总是能将我所有的努力都化为乌有？

2008-10-18T23:33:00.002+08:00

お母さん、お誕生日おめでとうございます！

2008-10-17T18:26:00.004+08:00

孤独と自由は同じもの

We all went to school thinking there was chem remedial and then it was cancelled. Early in the morning damn it 9am. I could have woken up at that time if not for this. Haha but never mind, waking up early is a good thing for such a crucial time period right now. So we stayed in the library and did some studying. Then Huiyi was having a break so I met her in the library and she asked me a bit of maths and then Desmond came in as well, so the three of us started crapping. Huiyi asked me when are we gonna go K. Haha I also want lor, haiyah sian man A levels. Haha Huiyi I'm sure you'll be able to promote. You definitely performed much better than the previous time so don't worry too much (: Good luck next wednesday!

Okay Asuma officially died in Shippuuden, ahhhh so sad lah. Which means Shikamaru is gonna take his revenge soon, watch out Hidan, muahaha...

And there is A LOT OF ANIME that have just started airing in Japan, a lot, like really a lot. Can watch until I die in happiness. I shall watch each and every new anime after As, indulge like hell man. And continue reading Shippuuden manga too, gosh I haven't done that in ages.

Study session with Ah Heng and Ah Soh earlier on monday was not very productive, well what can you expect, I was trying to understand globalisation. Thanks Gladys for lending me your notes! In return I will teach you maths HAHA! That's the only thing I can do anyway. She called me just now to ask about functions, haha I love functions man. So fun to do. Wth. Okay I'm crapping already, no more time no more time! Get down to work TJM!

Mukya!

2008-10-11T17:04:00.000+08:00

2008-10-11T14:00:00.008+08:00

黒執事

Kuroshitsuji is really quite cool. Haha. I first got to know about this new anime when i-weekly had a small picture showing the cover of the manga. Then I took a look at the manga in Comics Connection and it confirmed my interest in this anime. The first episode is nice. The voice of the boy with an eye patch is actually a female's but haha, I can't even tell. It's like Hitsugaya's voice, though they're not voiced by the same person. And I've also watched the raw version of first episode of Nodame Paris.

Okay, end of anime time. My first week of study break is kind of booked by remedials and consultations. Yesterday there was an extra GP lesson after the farewell assembly and I planned to skip it cause I find it a real waste of time, but I realised I had nothing to do and I didn't feel like going home in such a disgusting hot weather, plus GP was in an air-conditioned room, so I decided to drag my feet to the lesson. But but but. It ended much more quickly that I expected. No no I don't mean that it ended it earlier. It was still one and a half hours long but time went by so much faster all of a sudden. I was getting bored halfway so I turned to check the clock and I was so surprised cause there was less than 30 minutes left. Maybe it's because it's the final GP lesson we'll ever have (if you don't include the remedials in the study break).

The dance performance put up by the teachers was the best out of all yesterday HAHAHA. Mr Wong coming out in his shades, dancing like he's never danced before. Once he started shaking and moving to the music I believe every bio student in PJC must have lost control and laughed hysterically. His dancing isn't the superb kind but it looks impressive, on him, LOL. We LMAOed, of course. Who would've expected such a thing coming from him please. I managed to snap two pictures of him but the quality isn't good. I should get a proper camera soon. I haven't had one in ages. Only the old kind, you know, no memory card, only the film, the one where you gotta peep through that small little miserable hole and take a picture, and you can't even see if it was well-taken, that kind of antique camera.

Yup S04 I will miss hanging out with you guys in class. It was fun getting to know you all, knowing that we all find studying not being the most important thing in the world, and that there is much more to life than all this shit we're getting. And for the very last time I shall praise our CT, cause she is a nice person despite her weird teaching lah. She treated the whole class to Mango Madness at the cafe during our CT period. Woah nice right. Haha. So we said a very loud thank you to her after that.

And I think we shouldn't count down to A levels. It just freaks us out more than assuring us it will be fine and all that. I've decided, I'll do something different. I'm going to count down to the end of As. Woohoo, different right. And the thing is, it makes me feel happier. So here you go: 40 MORE DAYS TO THE END OF A LEVELS.

YAY!

2008-10-08T19:50:00.002+08:00

どこに消えてゆくの？　優しい声

Night-studied yesterday, and it was one of the most productive nights I've ever had. I planned to revise bio but I ended up doing chem until the time I left school. And I think it was within the time limit of 30 minutes per question. Hopefully this year's paper 3 is as manageable as last year's. Hope lah hor. And yup, it may be a very last-minute thing but I believe it will make hell lot of a difference in our As. Cause this time, those who got U are under another chem teacher, and to all of us, it doesn't really matter who will be the one taking over. Anyone other than our very own teacher is much better anyway. Seriously.

This friday, Nodame Cantabile Paris-hen. Shucks, distraction. LOL. No no no no no no no cannot watch nooooooooooooooooo. No okay I will watch lah, anyway it's once a week only. For twenty plus minutes. After that back to mugging. Treat it as taking a break. HA! What is this man. I just wana watch anime that's all, what for come up with excuses. Nodame is coming soon! YAY! HAHAHA NOW THIS IS THE REAL ME.

OKAYYYYYY BIO TIME

2008-10-02T20:49:00.003+08:00

Today we got back our geog scripts. Lol. Here's one funny thing. I looked at my result and I said, "U again." Then seconds later Weilin looked at hers and she said the same thing, "U again."

What a common phrase among our class people. Haha!

Ok it's not that funny actually. More like worrying, and devastating. Knowing that I fell back into the deep pile of shit I originally stepped out from during mid years. Never mind this is not the end of the world. This is so not the end. And today I did this vectors question and I got so stressed up cause somewhere in my working was wrong which gave me a wrong answer and I didn't know where was it. Then Desmond pointed it out to me. I put a minus sign at the wrong place. This is the kind of stupid mistakes I make all the time.

Like what is 2 x 8? I wrote 19. I don't think my primary school taught me that. And square root of 4? I wrote 4. WOW! Square root of 4 is also 4, goodness gracious. It's as stupid as saying 1 + 1 gives you 11.

Never mind. TJM,

加油啊！！！

2008-10-01T01:11:00.006+08:00

言葉にしなくても
あなたは私の特別な人
もしもたった一つ願いが叶うなら
二人だけの時間を　神様止めてよ...

Quite meaningful. ...Somehow till now, I still feel the slight chemistry between us.
Today the maths COE had an aircon breakdown and I was close to exasperation until the teachers finally got MPR5 for us. After that I had dinner with Rachel and Gladys, then we did a bit of maths in the library until it closed at 9pm. Sian. Rachel and I were talking and we found out that her physics and my chem are in a terrible state. She's got tuition and I don't. Even if i get one now I think it's probably too late, but for some people they would think one month makes hell lot of a difference. Okay that's quite true but never mind, forget it. About one month more to go only, I'm just going to piah like nobody's business. I believe miracles do happen like how one of my subjects jumped from F9 for prelims to A1 for Os. But then again we're talking about As. Something much more higher in standard.

Tomorrow will be a good time to do chem. Ionic equilibria. I have no bloody idea why I never fail to screw up this topic. You know the feeling of trying so hard for something yet nothing changes at all? Yup. This is one good example. HMPH BUT I WILL GET IT RIGHT. I DON'T CARE LALALALALALA RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH

A bit of a mental outburst here. As you can see chem was never my forte. Since sec 3 I started having really crap teachers already, like that ah choo woman who said You mix this and this and you get a white CROWD(cloud) solution. And Mingxian actually went to ask her back, Is this a white crowd solution? LOL. Good one MX. I loved doing chem practicals with you, super fun and hilarious cause we don't know what the hell is going on at all. Other than laughing our asses off all the time I don't think there was anything else. Plus Qiurong who dirtied the entire sink with sticky yellow precipitate and in the end she used up the entire bottle of sodium hydroxide to wash everything off. And more. Can't recall. Now I miss BP again. Close to 90% of secondary school life was laughing. Of course in JC there's still a lot of laughing, but most are directed at teachers lol.

Okay it's past 2am time to go to bed.

2008-09-27T21:16:00.005+08:00

There'll be A LOT, A LOT, A LOT of Shikamaru in the next few episodes of Naruto Shippuuden to come. WOAHHHHHH. Now I'm going kerazee again! \(^o^)/ Bet Hidaya is happy too cause that means there'll be lots of Hidan also =D

Kawaii.

NICEEEEEEE (: I really have great taste. How can I not adore this guy. I love it when he gives that face. HA!

This is for Hidaya! LOL

2008-09-26T23:19:00.003+08:00

あれは恋だった

Happy birthday to Hidaya yesterday, hahaha. So many people are having birthdays in September and October. When the hell is mine huh. By then everyone's going for holiday already hurhur.

How to improve on my chem, wah lao eh. It's not like I didn't practise. I did. I've done TYS, I've forced myself to practise the topics which I totally suck at, yet there's no change in my ugly U grade. At least my bio showed some improvement(little better than none). When I looked at my chem results I don't know whether to laugh or cry. I absolutely hate chem. But well I know that's because I suck at it that's why I hate it so much. And to think last year, I was complaining to Aiman how impossible it is to do well in bio cause of the huge amount of content. Now bio seems much much easier. Really much easier. I am just totally amazed by people who can get C and above for chem. To me it's like, give me another ten years then I'll reach that grade. Chem is like alien language to me. ZZZ

Anyway put the lousy subjects aside, let's talk about the one subject I am most proud of. I was very shocked. Very. When both maths papers were done during the prelims I was thinking, just let me pass and it'll be enough. Seriously I thought it was the most difficult paper I've ever done in my entire life or something. But I think that's how it made me push on harder in the process of doing the paper. And what surprised me was that it turned out better than my mid years when mid years was easier. But finally, finally, finally, the grade I'd been waiting for. I don't care if I can't beat the two smartest people in class because that's not important anymore. In the end our grades are still the same anyway LOL (: Okay jokes aside. Izzati shook hands with me to congratulate me hahaha. I am super duper happy. Not the arrogant boasting kind of happy but the gratified kind of happy. Woohoo. My efforts paid off this time.

Now all I need is to keep the maths and bio momentum. Come on TJM this is the final lap, you're improving bit by bit so just keep going, keep hanging on until 20th Nov. Must tell myself that. No more procrastinating cause I want to get into the course that I want.

Jiayou S04 for chem.

It is possible.

絶対がんばります。

2008-09-23T11:26:00.002+08:00

無口になるほど好きよ優しさどうしたら見えるの？

Happy belated birthday Elaine (: haha. and yesterday was Shikamaru's birthday woohoo. I had a haircut yesterday, woah finally man. My sister said it's actually not long but it was so freaking thick i couldn't wait to hack it off. And time really passes quickly. No more marking days already ahhhhh!!! WHY???!!! LOL. I just found another bomberman game yesterday, okay it's not bomberman but it's still putting bombs all around and blasting enemies with weird weapons. even more fun than Playing With Fire muahaha.

Okay there's nothing much to say, I'm just a little bored. Maybe go do a bit of chem after I play a few rounds of bombing.

2008-09-19T23:20:00.002+08:00

成り行きまかせの恋におち
時には誰かを傷つけたとしても
その度心いためる様な時代じゃない

went straight home after the last paper, changed out of my uniform and packed my stuff and then i went to meet the rest of the band people at cck interchange. and i thought, i was going to be the latest cause i still had to go home. in the end i was one of the earliest(again). and some were still at home, goodness gracious. so we played badminton at cck stadium from 11am to 2pm++ and then we headed to causeway point to catch a movie. but in the end we decided not to, so we had late lunch(very late, around 4pm) at Ajisen. hahaha. we were all very damn hungry, probably even hungrier than the hungry ghosts, so once our food came we practically 狼吞虎咽。真的是饿到不行了。

my all-time favourite tom yum ramen. today's soup was good, just nice, not too spicy and slightly more sour. love it. hahahaha.

then we went to the arcade and played till 6pm++, bought our dinners and headed to Sufie's place to eat and to watch our 7pm channel 8 drama. the 爱在你左右 show. alicia and i were so excited to watch it cause it's coming to the super duper climax already. next monday is the last episode woohoo.

okay like what mr tan boon piang said, we should not lose our momentum and put the marking days to waste. so i shall use the two days to brush up on my screwed up chemistry and make miracles happen. lol okay i'm very tired after playing badminton and arcade. bye

2008-09-15T13:03:00.003+08:00

「のだめカンタービレ　巴里編」

2008.10.9 on air

2008-09-11T18:57:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, when words get in the way, there is only one thing to do.

I know I've said this before but it didn't work, so I'm going to say it once more and do it right. I will try anything, any stupid sort of studying method to get my chem on the right track. It sucks to know that paper 3 was actually manageable just by looking at it, but I couldn't do half of it because my concepts suck way to the max. Maths was far more demoralising. I don't think tomorrow's stats are gonna help me much. I have a very bad feeling the paper's going to be as difficult.

Had a long chat with Zhixuan two nights ago while I was destressing before bio paper 2. He said he can lend me his entire set of One Piece manga after exams. Muahaha.

Okay dinner time. 5 more papers to go, hang on, just keep going.

2008-09-08T23:18:00.002+08:00

i better try and get used to having two papers in a day because it's gonna be the same for A level. GP and geog. it's quite insane, having to write for up to 6 hours of junk shit crap, and shivering in the North Pole weather. but, anyway, look on the ultra bright side: TWO SUBJECTS DOWN IN ONE DAY. the feeling when the invigilator said Pens Down Please Stop Writing at 5:01pm earlier today was so great.

and i agree totally with hidaya. it's fun to learn geography but it's so not fun to write it all out.

i think i've put less emphasis on maths this time round which is something that is really dangerous because it is my only hope to pass any major examination in JC. i obviously don't hope for an A for apple but just let me pass. no, i should say, please just let me pass all my subjects. my greatest target for this prelims is not to see anymore U for underwear on my results slip anymore.

okay i've wasted some time pouring out my troubles here let me continue and be a geeky mugger, bye!

2008-09-04T18:39:00.003+08:00

やっと、やっと見つけた

it all happened in a second. at the far corner of my eye, i see something i've always been looking so desperately for in the past. but i turned away right after that one second, because it's not what i'm looking for anymore. sometimes things are just so strange. the more we want it, the more we want to see it, the more we don't get to have it. but if we take things naturally, they just come to you one day. and by the time they do, we realise it's not what we want anymore. and then we chide ourselves, for being so silly and immature in the past, for not noticing the whole big picture, for not spending our efforts on things that are much more important.

i guess that's how people move on.

2008-09-02T20:01:00.000+08:00

2008-08-30T14:24:00.003+08:00

Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

i heard this song on derek's iPod and i suddenly recalled, i haven't watched this movie before. HAHA! suddenly feel like watching. i think it's a nice story. haha better than snow white and the choking apple kind of fairy tale.

went JE in the evening yesterday to attend my uncle's so-called wedding dinner(more like a solemnisation of wedding). the food okay lah. i looked forward to the shark's fin soup hahaha. but it was such a small serving wah piang i wished there were two big bowls for every table. and my table was seated with all the big eaters. every time a new dish came, you see all the food gone in less than 5 minutes. other tables still had leftovers even after a long while, look at us gluttons. the speed at which we grabbed the food was amazing. LOL.

my four young cousins are so cute. especially my second elder uncle's sons. the younger brother jariel is super handsome. haha. i bet he's gonna attract a lot of girls in school in the future. i admit he's a xiao shuai ge but his elder brother (called jasper) isn't that bad either. more on the cute side, and what's more, jasper seriously reminds me of someone when he was young. my mum agrees with me as well. haha that's why i like jasper more. and i'm twelve years older than him, rah i'm such an old cousin.

by the way HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUONING YESTERDAY(lol)! we were in the hall waiting to get seated and so coincidentally we were standing beside each other (:

:( harry potter movie is postponed to 17 July 2009. WHAT IS THIS MAN. i was so looking forward to watching it on the last day of As. AHHHHHHH. make me happy for nothing.

2008-08-23T17:55:00.000+08:00

本当、あなたはテロリストだ。

2008-08-23T14:27:00.002+08:00

たった一つだった心をパズルの欠けらへと砕く

Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince movie, tentatively, is opening on the last day of As. 20th Nov haha seriously can't wait. hidaya was surprised that i like harry potter. hahahaha which reminded me of yesterday's GP lecture by Mr Dennis Yeo, the part where he showed two pictures side by side, one a really freaking ugly old witch and the other Hermione Granger. then he mimicked the ugly witch's voice and it was amusing to the max.

then right after gp lecture it was the J2 farewell party in the band room. the J1s actually came up with the idea of a farewell party, something which we didn't organise when we were J1s last year. they played this short video with lots of photos of the band, and the very first photo was a photo of the flute section(ok lah more like only the 5 of us) at Istana. i like that picture. very nice. haha shall upload it here (:

after the video they played two songs for us (Best Friends March and Tabidachi no Hini). and the best part comes, THE FOOD. hahaha. aiman came as well so we did our usual bitching and as usual i made him laugh till i had to help him hold his plate of food and he squatted down and laughed his ass off.

and i got some presents from Joanne and Peirong and the rest of the flute section, this really huge red pencil which is damn cute. i probably won't be using it cause i don't have a sharpener for that but it's really cute. haha.

16 days to Prelims,

72 days to A levels.

2008-08-16T12:53:00.002+08:00

今はもう　君はいないよ

oh my god my a level timetable is effed up. for the first week we have papers everyday, how am i gonna rest, how am i gonna resttttttttt. gp is with geog. ok lah, not that bad. if geog is with chem or bio i'll go dunk my head in ice water and never come up again. both maths papers are in the first week. why can't they put one of them in the last week so that i feel more relaxed hahaha.

lately denise and i are speculating something. haha. maybe we're thinking too much. but our eyes are SHARP. girls can spot things a million miles away. muahaha...

okay i'm done talking i will go back to mugging. and phelps got his seventh gold already. he's a dolphin transformed into a man!

2008-08-12T23:31:00.005+08:00

あの日の未来がフラッシュバック

i fell asleep while revising bio twice today. partly due to the comfortable weather. anyway. i was too bored and got very fascinated at how desmond was twirling his pen around his fingers like it was nothing to him, so i tried to learn from him but it was a terribly failed attempt. i had no idea, that my fingers are so inflexible. with the exception of my little finger which can bend all the way backwards and touch the back of my hand. wow haha.

this morning i ran to school like hell. like, hell. lol. and then early in the morning it was bio revision with miss yap, the one i kena last year as tutorial teacher, where i had spent my tutorial classes sleeping like i was hibernating. but i got highly entertained today because i was paying too much to her face. very cute lah. the way she looked for people to answer her questions and the way she smiled. HAHA! what the hell am i talking about am i some pervert or something. but really, if i'd paid that much attention last year i am quite sure my bio wouldn't be a consistent U.

yay luckily i got hidaya around for maths banding. hehe

and i missed kerine's birthday celebration the other day, damn it i should have gone. it's been so long since i met up with the whole group. haha.

2008-08-09T00:34:00.002+08:00

You either die a hero
or you live long enough to see yourself
become the villain.

watched The Dark Knight with the band peeps plus guanzhong and clement and some watched The Mummy. eh hmm, i didn't really like the movie as a whole (sorry to disappoint you hidaya lol), but i was very impressed with Heath Ledger's acting (this part will make you happy at least!). haha they found the licking of his lips disgusting but i think, that was the one that actually made Joker's character seem much more weird and interesting. and i like weird and interesting people.

Batman really talks in a low and husky voice and his mouth just gets into a weird shape whenever he gets angry. so when the actual interrogation scene came and he said the exact same line ("why do you wana kill me"), i couldn't take it and i had to laugh. quietly, of course. i showed the spoof video earlier on in the morning to xinmin and benjamin in the school library so they knew what was going on and were laughing at that part of the movie as well.

and Edison Chen appeared for like, less than 5 seconds, in the movie. his english must really be good because i didn't notice it was him talking until i paid attention to this particular calefare and realised he looks like Edison Chen and he is Edison Chen. lol.

after that we had dinner at plaza sing and aiman tunkuang jiayi joined us. and before dinner some of us went up to the arcade to play for a while. it has been so long since i touched the manual gear of the daytona game. haha. i remember i used to like daytona so much i planned to save up and get a daytona game machine to put in my house to play. good thing i didn't. otherwise, it will be goodbye to the As. haha.

2008-08-05T22:24:00.004+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w2yv8aT0UFc

hidaya introduced this stupid spoof video to me, and for someone like me, normally i wouldn't be interested when people ask me to watch random videos. but it's a good thing i chose to do so, cause this made me laugh like shit. of course not everyone thinks it's funny but, never mind, i find it funny, most of us find it funny. HAHA. and the number of people who've watched the video is like increasing exponentially. two nights ago it was 600,000+, last night it was 700,000+ and right now it's already 972,547. i just can't believe both of them are acted by the same guy. he should win an award for it!

"I'D REALLY, I'D REALLY, LIKE TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS. I JUST -- I DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY ARE."

lol.

2008-08-02T14:40:00.001+08:00

头发太厚了，待会儿要去剪薄。哈哈。

还有，姐姐，生日快乐。 (:

2008-07-31T23:37:00.004+08:00

i passed my bio test. okay my point is that, ever since i started taking bio in J1, i've never passed a single test before. and this is my very first. i'm HAPPY LOLOMGWTFBBQ!!! haha. then again, this test was quite easy. but still, i passed! my mum said that it's good, it's a sign of improvement. now i just have to keep going, keep going, going going going. and plus my maths woohoo. tjm add oil, add lots of oil.

yay i'm going to have dinner with gladys and rachel tomorrow! haha. it's time for grandma talk with them again.

2008-07-27T13:11:00.003+08:00

2008-07-22T00:03:00.003+08:00

時間よ止まれ

i think i'm finally sick of blogging, cause i just can't think of something nice to talk about already. but anyway i think it's a really good time to keep myself from all these distractions, and enjoy them for real once the torture is finally over in three and a half more months. so maybe i won't blog anymore, or when i feel like it i'll just write some crap here.

during chem today something funny happened. it was raining and our dear teacher was looking out of the window and then she saw lightning flashing and she said, Eh wah look got thunder flasher! and i laughed out loud like shit. firstly it's lightning not thunder. and flasher? FLASHER? LOL. the two words thunder flasher just kept replaying at the back of my mind and i couldn't stop laughing after that.

during pe i did my five stations, finally after not taking pe for so long, so you'd expect really lousy points. i'm just aiming to pass everything lah, what for go tire myself out at this period of time. i failed my sit-ups, shit. haha sit too much liao, too bad, whatever, i like to sit too much. HAHA. next week 2.4km run. that one confirm cannot pass for first time. this saturday my sis is gonna run around the neighbourhood with me. haha she said she will pace me, but i told her, You're going to be so fed up with me that you rather run off by yourself first. hahaha

stayed back in school to study till 8 plus and aloysius came to ask me something about hypothesis regarding the p-value. and when i tried to explain to him i realised i got myself as confused too. so we consulted the HOD but it seemed like she didn't explain the thing that we wanted to know. in the end aloy's own math teacher saved the day. haha mr ling is really good lah. he doesn't make people fall asleep in lectures and he teaches well. after hearing him explain we were much more satisfied with it. hahaha.

and i did so much homework from 4pm to 8pm. so damn proud of myself. shall continue at this speed everyday, every single day, and then i'll do well for my As. yup. ganbarimasu! (:

MY THROAT HURTS SO BADLY I CAN PULL IT OFF, ARGH

have fun and mug hard everyone.

2008-07-13T13:26:00.000+08:00

2008-07-13T12:57:00.002+08:00

人はどうして繰り返し過ちを重ねてく？

my sister will be back from canoe polo training camp later. okay to be honest i missed having her sleeping beside me at night. and i missed having a spastic sibling whom i can act spastic with. she mentioned quite a few times that she found herself acting all retarded whenever she was with me. i guess i'm the only one who can make her reveal her true side after all. HAHAHAHA

oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLADYS HENG! you're so old! and you didn't reply my message so i guess you're still in switzerland? have fun :D cheers to our never-ending spastic friendship!

2008-07-12T00:27:00.003+08:00

おかえり

okay we've gotten back all our papers. just one comment: in exchange for good uni life in the future three or four years, i shall mug like i've never mugged before in this so damned crucial period of four months. yup that's about it.

i must really do something about chem and globalisation. today my class checked through our geog scripts, and i realised i failed because why, i didn't put in my all for the globalisation questions. so if i studied globalisation properly, it actually isn't that difficult to get an extra 5 points and get an E. but looking on the bright side, my geog is finally not a U anymore haha.

i just bathed after coming home from SSO concert. haha. i found it good. the violin concerto almost made us doze off and the soloist kept playing those really high ear-piercing notes. but the piano concerto after that was niceee. there was this one part that the pianist played and the melody was very nice and i turned to look at joanne and she nodded her head in agreement as well haha. then the last piece was kind of funny, cause i happened to pay attention to the female conductor and jamie(who was on my left) was looking at her too. the way she moved to the fast music was a bit... uh, dono how to say, but i lost control and started laughing silently. but i couldn't make any noise in the theatre so my laughter turned into spasms and my shoulders were shaking uncontrollably. lol. jamie also buay tahan and spasm like siao. haha.

I DID NOT FALL ASLEEP IN GP TODAY. despite the lesson being in the afternoon and the terrible humidity of singapore. thanks to sitting next to hidaya haha. we were entertaining each other all the while. next time gp must sit next to hidaya! mdm lin will be soooo happy for the both of us. hahaha

okay i'm tired and hungry but i wana catch some anime before i sleep.

2008-07-07T23:42:00.004+08:00

i cannot tahan noisy kids, the kids at the daycare centre were like omfg noisy to the max and my hearing was definitely affected badly because of these hyperactive people. they were damn hard to control lah, cause basically, they didn't really listen to the instructions we gave. the only thing i thought turned out well was the fun dance and final programme, which was duh ball games.

yeah so the guys played soccer with the seniors(primary 4 to 6 i think) and we played captain's ball with the juniors(primary 1 to 3). pathma and i joined this team with three boys who played damn well. haha. pathma likes the breakdancing boy but i prefer the ultraman tshirt boy called brandon, teehee. our team rocks man totally haha. i somehow thought i was playing with pj people so i threw the ball too high over and brandon couldn't catch and then he started complaining this and that, lol so cute man. and then pathma threw the ball over him as well and when he complained again, she said to me, he's too short! argh! HAHAHA. bo pian lah. but then we totally thrashed the opposite team (7-0) and brandon started boasting to his friends that he jumped to catch the ball 4 times and when they didn't believe him, he asked me if it was true and i nodded, then he told his friends, you see she also nod her head! i jump 4 times leh! OMG DAMN CUTE @#$%^&*!

if i weren't ten years older than him i swear i would have given him a big tight hug. hahaha. and even bring him home or something. zzz gosh i am no different from a paedophile.

and i am so tired luhhhhhh. i seriously wonder how it's like to be entertaining my own kids in the future. if they're as noisy as those daycare kids i think i'm gonna rip off all of their hair.

anyway most of our papers are going to be returned tomorrow, haha bring it on, let's see how badly we've screwed the mid years. i'm only looking forward to knowing my maths grade. i checked back on all my results slips and i realised that my maths has always been stuck at B grade. rahhhhhh. i must get an A in prelims! rahhhhhh!!!

2008-07-05T12:19:00.002+08:00

每個人心中都有架鋼琴塵封在回憶
任憑我只是你的插曲

sang kbox at cine with denise huiyi samantha wenxi from two to seven. bloody hell, now kbox is damn chicken also, no different from party world ktv. after seven we couldn't sing the songs we want anymore, as in, we cannot 点歌 already. zzz. so after lagging around for a few minutes more we left, and we had dinner at Ajisen.

the tomyum ramen there was freaking spicy. i think they put too much chilli. not supposed to be like that. and huiyi said, if someone like me found it freaking spicy, it means it is DAMN spicy. denise ordered tomyum ramen as well and she had to wash her ramen in her ice water before eating. LOL. there's a picture of it in samantha's blog haha.

and didn't i say that i'll avoid tomyum for a while. okay then, i shall avoid tomyum for the whole of next week.

class cip on monday, we're gonna be entertaining some childcare kids. now i hate entertaining people when i don't feel like it. haha.

2008-07-03T12:11:00.001+08:00

2008-07-02T22:51:00.004+08:00

言いたくても言えなくて

last night was a total torture, i had constipation and i had to endure it for the whole of today. but it's finally over now, yay. twenty four hours of torture, almost killed me. lol. now i have muscle aches man. i shall make it a point to drink more plain water and stop indulging in all that tomyum as well.

bio mcq paper today. i think the time duration for bio and chem should be swapped instead. i finished the bio paper in 45 minutes and i was looking at the clock and going like, wow, what in the freaking world should i do with my remaining half an hour. so i finished up those in front that i left blank, checked through once, then looked at the clock again, still 15 minutes more. then i started doodling on the blank foolscap paper they gave and i tried to come up with inspirational and meaningful cheena quotes. haha.

then i waited for the physics people to finish their paper and all the band people met at cineleisure for a quick lunch and then we catched Kungfu Panda. elaine joanne peirong were here too haha (: my god. this movie made me lol to the max. haha. it was very short, less than two hours, but quite enjoyable. okay not quite, more like it's super enjoyable cause the panda just kept doing stuff that made me laugh like shit. after that we walked around, then had dinner at lucky plaza. and then home.

KBOX I CANNOT WAIT! :D

2008-06-30T15:58:00.002+08:00

時が過ぎて、何もかもが思い出になる日はきっと来る

YES TWO MORE PAPERS TO GO! the slackest papers of the entire mid year man, haha. i will do well in maths i must do well in maths i can only do well in maths. LOL. and going to kbox soon with my classmates woohoo can't wait man it's been freaking long since i touched a microphone! shall sing as if i'm going to lose my voice the next day.

tomorrow will be another 3 hours of popping loads of fruit mentos into my mouth. boku wa zettai ganbarimasu!

here's one helluva random part of my conversation with hidaya earlier on.

hidaya ]] says: i tried again
hidaya ]] says: cos using mozilla can but IE cannot
hidaya ]] says: i fixing it now
tham says: icic
tham says: mozilla
tham says: i using godzilla
hidaya ]] says: can oredi?
hidaya ]] says: -.-
tham says: MUAHAHHAH
hidaya ]] says: LMAO
tham says: i can't believe i came up with such a joke
hidaya ]] says: hahaha
hidaya ]] says: i find it easy to believe

come quick wednesday, come quick.

2008-06-27T23:59:00.003+08:00

砂時計

i stayed up to read the bio application topics until 2 plus am this morning. and went to sleep at 3am. when i woke up this morning and was re-reading the stuff i found easier to memorise, my brain was still in the sleepy mode. haha. but as expected, paper 3 turned out better than paper 2, maybe because i find application topics much more interesting to study.

i know i will screw up all my subjects except one, which is duh, maths. haha i was busy popping fruit-flavoured mentos into my mouth while doing the paper cause i was too used to it ever since i started mugging in school almost daily with the band people. this paper was do-able for me. but who knows, my careless mistakes are the ones that make my results suck.

i seriously hate the j2 chem topics to the max. now i think of it, the j1 topics were basically theory which were so much easier to understand. but to hell with this, CHEMISTRY, I WILL CONQUER YOU BEFORE PRELIMS. zzz.

as usual the band people stayed in school to study until 6 plus pm, and we went to IMM for dinner with aiman. and as usual, i made aiman laugh till he kept choking on his drink. i dono lah. whenever aiman is around i just automatically have loads of lame jokes and rubbish to talk about. and the worse part is that we're equally lame. i tried to imitate the Food Culture stall cashier whenever she repeats the customers' orders, especially mine. okay, i didn't try. it was more like a perfect imitation. then alicia tried to imitate as well but it was a failed attempt cause she ended up bursting into laughter halfway.

i've finally understood how it's like to be looking at a person from another perspective. for the past two years, this never happened, maybe because i never made it a point to specially notice things happening around me, but now i finally get it. never mind if you don't get what i'm crapping; this is more of my own reflection. i just talked to gladys about it and i told her something which i've told her repeatedly but it never came true due to my perpetual indecisiveness and stupidity. and she replied, Eh this time it sounds real. which i think, it sounds real for once too.

finally.

i met tingjia at cck bus interchange today. he bumped into me on purpose and i was about to send him a glare cause i thought he was some random stranger. then he had the usual cheeky look on his face when i looked at him and i went, Eh?! anyway happy birthday tj (:

2008-06-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

heard this song on tv two days ago. i think 林宥嘉 has a super unique and good voice, it's no wonder that he's the champion of One Million Star. haha.

走钢索的人 - 林宥嘉

走在半空中　要人命的风　就快要把我吹落
妳在那一头　说妳不爱我　我挂在风里颤抖
走钢索的人　不害怕牺牲　只求妳一句　爱我
往前是解脱　后退是自由　我应不应该回头

风吹痛我双眼　我看不清楚　我平衡不了
躲在我心里的苦　我要给妳幸福　妳蛮不在乎
妳爱不爱我　会决定我　下一步

往前是冷漠　后退是寂寞　干脆我坠落
回忆在左手　未来在右手　谁又会同情我

2008-06-22T22:23:00.002+08:00

something is wrong with thamjiemin! she's eating chocolate cake! chocolate. cake. CHOCOLATE CAKE OMG! SWEET STUFF!

something is definitely wrong. look at what mid years has done to this poor girl!

HURHUR.

2008-06-21T01:15:00.002+08:00

just bathed after coming home, haha, my knees are aching after all that running around at West Coast Park. yeah today we celebrated alicia's birthday. they bought old chang kee carrot cake and used it as a fake cake for alicia, haha i think she almost believed it. while we were waiting for our canadian pizzas to come we played frisbee. haven't played frisbee for ages. but it was fun to the max haha. then we ate the actual birthday cake then the pizzas.

aiman joined in later in the night and while the rest were playing frisbee i sat down and crapped with him. haha. damn long didn't see aiman and i think NS life sort of deprived him of humour, so whatever i said made him laugh like shit today. hahaha we still remember The Office! north korea, south korea, marilyn monroe... RYAN STARTED THE FIRE! it was always burning since the world was turning! LOL. i laughed till i over-exerted my voicebox and now my voice has become sexy. haha. but still crapping was the best (:

gonna watch some videos then have a good rest, mid years are really coming soon, so crap.

2008-06-20T01:31:00.003+08:00

退屈な毎日が急に輝きだした

あなたが現れたあの日から

ありふれた日常が急に輝きだした

心を奪われたあの日から

2008-06-17T23:34:00.007+08:00

today i almost lost my GC and i took close to noon to find it. then after calling so many people to check if they've accidentally packed mine into their bags, huiyi found my GC in her bag. she thought it was hers. lol.

after studying in the concourse and surviving the crap heat, i had dinner with my mum at West Mall. haha. eh the 高记 yong tau foo there is good. one of the best yong tau foo i've tasted. no need to choose ingredients, they do it for you liao. but the thing is all the ingredients taste good haha.

6 days to mid years. 只不过是那么短暂的幸福，我也觉得无所谓。只要，我能看到你的笑容，我也心满意足。

2008-06-14T23:54:00.002+08:00

YAY no more Rock Lee, my fringe has finally grown and they're touching my eyebrows liao, ha ha ha. anyway. i studied at woodlands library with denise and huiyi today. our meeting time was 10am, and i woke up at... 10am! haha. i just hope i don't wake up late on wednesday when there's maths mock exam. like at 10am when everyone's in the LT doing their paper halfway already.

aliff was at the library too but haha i was too busy mugging DNA and protein synthesis so i didn't want to get out of my chair. this is mid years man, come on you can do it tjm. show everyone you're a mugger! yeah rightttt. joke of the century.

damn i'm started to get addicted to Machu Picchu lately. i can like, keep replaying that piece of music in my iPod. i remember meeting ridhwan at Food Culture one day and he told me SP band is playing that song and he said it's mthrfckng fast. lol. i know, damn vulgar. but once huda and i heard him say that we laughed out loud.

何も要らない。

2008-06-13T23:49:00.002+08:00

请原谅我必须彻底的转身；爱情，再见，幸福，我告退了。

i was supposed to wake up at 7 this morning but i was so freaking tired that i smsed samuel that i'm going to continue sleeping until 10 plus. these few days the routine has been the same: go to school, mug, eat lunch, mug, eat dinner, come home, lag around like a dead piece of shit until the next morning. and i can't believe i actually gave in to this whole education system by mugging every single day. and i've sacrificed so much online time cause of all this mugging! this is so not thamjiemin, TTM(to the max). LOL. JOKE.

but still, at the rate that i'm studying, i don't think this mid years can be passed with flying colours. okay don't even talk about flying colours. i'm just sick of seeing Us all over my results.

hurhur. i'm still waiting for my anime to be uploaded. some crazy fan is supposed to upload every new episode at around 12 midnight. maybe he or she is mugging hard and she forgot as well. haha. FASTER! HAYAKU HAYAKU!

2008-06-10T23:31:00.006+08:00

aliff said my hair looks like Rock Lee's! OMG!!! and then i googled for a Rock Lee picture and sent it to alicia to let her compare and she said, really look like. i think the fringe is, okay lah, a bit too weird. who told me to be so obsessed with short hair. but anyway, hair will grow okayyyyy. haha. grow, stupid fringe, damn it.

i heard a basker singing outside lot one last night while i was waiting for my mum. that song sounded really familiar and i suddenly recalled hearing it like ten years ago in a movie dvd that i bought. Quest for Camelot. haha. nice song.

RAH even my sis thinks i look like Rock Lee wah lao eh next time i don't want cut my hair liao la :(

2008-06-09T22:44:00.003+08:00

天气预报说，今日天气晴；
但因为你只留给我背影，所以在我的眼里，下了场大雨。

mugged in school with some of the band peeps. tried doing maths, wah lao eh i really HATE complex numbers like shit man. i hope la, i hope, that the mid year paper will have just one question on complex numbers. with just maybe four marks. i think i plan to skip that question. lol. but i'm fine with loci. rah. vectors is so much easier. why don't they just set the whole paper on vectors HAHA! and i shall conquer statistics tomorrow. 洁敏加油！哈哈。

then while we were about to have cup noodles for lunch the sewage truck came. then the whole canteen was so damn stinky, filled with a combination of smells of shits, farts and pukes. and we had to put our noses damn near our cup noodles to smell the soup inside so that we don't rot together with the sewage. but honestly, i admire those people who do such jobs. i think, they should be the ones getting paid the most lah. they're the ones helping us clean our shits, farts and pukes.

anyway cause i really love drinking tom yum so i said i should be born in thailand instead. then huda thought of a thai name for me. ~~tata~~thamtham young. random again i know. LOL.

i went for a haircut just now, yay. it's short and toot, yay. it's good that i don't really need to comb my hair, yay. and my fringe no longer covers part of my vision, yay. hahahaha. random shit.

haha i'm so impressed with my jap because when samuel asked me to help him translate some romaji words, i understood what the whole phrase meant. haha. ok lah, no big deal. my sis can do it also. but nonono, what i'm trying to say is i'm pro, because i learnt jap all by myself, both the reading and the writing, whereas she took jap course in her uni. TEEHEE. and my mum and sis think that i speak like a jap. TEEHEE. pro pro pro pro pro.

Naruto Shippuuden episode 62: NARA SHIKAMARU! :D

2008-06-08T11:01:00.004+08:00

無意識に君の笑顔を探すのは止められない

haha. here comes my boring talk again. i just typed a whole chunk of um, junk, and then i decided to delete it off because i don't think people will understand what the hell i'm driving at. junk thoughts as usual.

JUNK asdfasdfasdfasdfasdfasdf

anyway i forgot to add one point in the previous entry about the concert. we met lye ee. haha. she was with her poly friend i think. yup ok that's about it. uhhhhhh LOL. and aliff can start eating normally already YAY! haha. we asked him how long the whole torturing diet took and he said eight months. my god. can you imagine eating just yong tau foo for that long? haha. i can worship you already. i think i'll just rot and die if i eat that for eight months. and hate yong tau foo for the rest of my life.

next time i know i already. if something is going to end as quickly as it started, we should never let others know about it in the first place. hurhur. what the hell am i driving at again. i'm still damn tired from reaching home so late ~~last night~~this early morning. and i'm going to continue my manga downloading.

バイバイ

2008-06-08T02:03:00.006+08:00

just bathed after coming home from nj band concert. to sum it all up, it was boring for me. most of us felt like sleeping at the second song, which was like, damn early. the only one worth hearing was Princess Mononoke. cause the tone of the trumpet soloist was good. sounded quite similar to the recording haha. and throughout the concert, the piccolo player was blasting damn loudly. like almost covering up the whole band liao. i kind of pity the flautist right beside him lah. seriously need earplugs. haha.

anyway before that, i met joanne at city hall station and we joined elaine and peirong at Esplanade library to mug a bit. and then we got super cold and hungry so we left for Mos Burger, then joined the rest of the band people at Marina Square for window shopping. then before the concert some went Mos to eat, the others went Burger King. after the concert we ate at McDonalds. my goodness. in one day, i ate at three fast food outlets. now i feel worse than a pig. although the stuff i ate was slightly healthier compared to the other stuff on the menu but er, it's all fast food so it's about the same lah. fattening shit. i am not going to touch fast food for one whole week lah. the smell makes me sick already.

anyway gotta mug hard after this. i'm tired i wana sleep! haha. and i must get my hair cut soon. buay tahan liao.

2008-06-06T16:31:00.003+08:00

今二人出会えた　きっと偶然なんかじゃない

hahaha this is life man, i spent close to two hours downloading this really huge file and then it's already 94% downloaded, and i just had to get disconnected at such a time. and now i can't download already.

gladys and i were thinking, it's tiring to keep typing and typing on the keyboard. like how i wish there was a cable that can be connected to our brains, so whatever we think of saying just comes out automatically. but if i had one, i don't think it's a good idea actually. because, everything that comes out is gonna be damn havoc. haha.

nj concert tomorrow. got the flute section(just five of us again) to go as well haha. haven't been crapping with them face to face since the last band practice before the taiwan trip. lalala. rahhh, ran out of crap to talk about. maybe because it's the holidays now.

i thought my sixth sense was constantly accurate. HA. WRONG! TOTALLY WRONG. next time i better not guess about stuff anymore.

and later i'm going to meet gladys for dinner. ok bye

2008-06-04T23:59:00.001+08:00

samuel and i joined a few others at aloy's place this afternoon to study, then they were busy figuring out the lost password for the wireless connection, so we were using another computer. then we started loading some crappy videos, including Korean Madness. oh man that one is classic lah. i watched it years ago and forgot all about it until today. so i laughed like shit again.

if you haven't watched before please do so. take a break from all that crazy mugging. lol.
>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4cQ3BoHFas&feature=related

and the original song is Emotion by Yu Chae Young.

then tomorrow they're coming over here to study. haha. this time, no computers around to distract. lol

2008-06-03T23:59:00.006+08:00

in memory of my old blog. i seriously miss it. HAHA

2008-06-02T12:09:00.004+08:00

片思い

woohoo i'm talking to elaine peirong joanne ruoning online now and this feels so much like my actual life. for the past few days i was like, uh, rotting, until i'm not conscious of it already. and i heard A LOT OF STORIES, MY GOD. lol. hahaha i'm not wrong in criticising some people at all. some people, who think their decisions are the most accurate. you people are the ones that are 肤浅 lor. we'll see what becomes of the future ____ next year. but anyway, i am flooded with stories like siao. LOL. i am so glad you guys are finally back! haha. yay.

eh wah lao the math revision package solutions are not even solutions at all. i was doing differential equations and i'm not sure if my answer is correct, and when i check the solutions the only thing i saw was this: Use integration by parts. WHAT THE? like duh, i also know can.

and i suddenly remembered the day some of the band people went to IMM. we were going up the escalator and there were words on the glass panes which read: No Running And Playing. and for some weird reason i misread and it became: No Ruoning And Playing. and then i laughed out loud. hahaha 不好意思啊 ruoning! hahahaha.

i think i'm seriously in a state of confusion. it's okay man! i shall mug to get rid of all these crazy thoughts whirling in my tiny useless brain. but really. i just, cannot, think, properly. gladys asked me, Why aren't you like your sister huh. You're so different from her lah. (i know TKY, upon reading this you're going to feel so proud of yourself haha) but i agree totally. if you have to compare, i am so much more immature. i am trying to take things as they come, treat everything as per normal, but my brain isn't coordinating with me at all. a million thoughts simply race through my mind, and at the end, i feel really sick and tired of everything. one minute i feel this way and the next, it's completely hell of different. maybe i have split personalities.

…私はどうする？

2008-05-30T18:08:00.008+08:00

残酷な現実が二人を引き裂けば
より一層強く惹かれ合う

met samantha on 190 in the morning and when we reached the school concourse we sat down to do our final mugging, which was of no use in the paper later on. basically those questions that the teachers had gone through during revision were not of much help in our paper at all. and like what miss lee wanted, i produced a 3-page essay with diagrams and chunks of crap for her. lol. dono how much upon 25 i can get for that essay. but, anywayyyyyyy,

GEOG IS OVER! BANSAI!

i know it's just a psychological effect but once geog paper was over, the time seemed to pass much faster. come to think of it, sunday's just around the corner. where are the four siao za bors man. 快点回来啦！hahaha. i miss everyone, haiyah.

i don't know why but i tend to dwell on things too much. to the point that i get very miserable about it, and it doesn't help at all. well haha i've gotten used to this and that's just me. but like what people always say, sometimes it's better not knowing the truth. the truth, just, stinks.

2008-05-28T19:07:00.004+08:00

tham says: WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
tham says: omg
tham says: i should just shut up
gladys says: CRY CRY CRY
gladys says: haha
gladys says: OH MY.
gladys says: tham jie min
gladys says: get a grip of yourself
gladys says: HAHHAAH
tham says: HAHAHA
gladys says: get a grip of yourself!

thanks gladys for accompanying me the whole evening online. lol. i will get a grip of myself. i am in a real shitty mood today. and this is the first time i'm feeling like this. ZZZZZZZZ!

2008-05-27T18:56:00.003+08:00

is it me or is my tagboard not loading.

anyway, i have my geog remedial plus consultation early in the morning tomorrow. that's when, they all leave for taiwan. ruoning, elaine, joanne, peirong, you guys will be missed. have fun there okay. when you come back please flood me with stories about our friend wy. haha. and i will miss you quite a lot too.

CHIONG AH GEOGRAPHY.

2008-05-26T22:51:00.003+08:00

i can feel really really happy and contented for one moment.

but at the next, i feel as if i'm losing control of everything. everything happening around me, is just not the way i want it, yet i can't do anything about it. i just don't get it. why is it so hard to understand? why are we so hard to understand? why do we always say things that are the exact opposite of how we truly feel?

does the word honesty actually have its meaning at all?

2008-05-25T12:38:00.002+08:00

そんな簡単に放り出していいもんじゃないだろ…

i hope i'm getting back my appetite lah. cause while i was doing my GP paper on friday i had the feeling that i wanted to puke again. then after the paper was that... stupid thing. never mind. after that stupid thing, ruoning and i had to get our asses out of the school as quickly as possible because we want to get it off our minds already. so we took 190 down to far east and had lunch, then came back again for band.

after saturday's sectionals we went to far east again. haha. oh yes i saw 罗志祥的 shop. okay lah it's not his shop, more like some other people brought in imports. one handphone pouch or whatever kind of pouch actually. cost. one. hundred. and. fifteen. dollars. MY. GOD. i think, i will never ever get to buy anything that i like there cause everything is so freaking expensive. the others were choosing their souvenirs for the taiwan band members and i was just aimlessly following around. then later on some people went home, the rest(okay let's see: aliff, me, peirong, sufi, alicia, aloysius, samuel, pang wee, poh gek) went over to aliff's place to watch Scary Movie 3. laughed the shits out of me.

i gotta really start revision for geog. i know the others are excited about going taiwan and i'm happy for them but arghhhh geog!!! okay then.

why must i feel so miserable even when i didn't ask for it? why can't YOU just leave it as it is?

2008-05-22T22:52:00.003+08:00

I AM GONNA SURVIVE TOMORROW. ruoning let's jiayou together. yeahhhh.

and i swear after this i'm not gonna torture myself by not eating again. i'm already skinny enough and i can't afford to lose any more of my fats, if i have any in the first place.

anyway so yesterday was the annual track and field thingy and i stayed for it cause there were people in band who were running. then after that we had dinner at food culture. crapped so much that my mood was so much better, well if you compared with how shitty i felt in the morning after being treated like a pile of shit. but then again i found out some stuff and it made me even more confused than ever.

today's geog tutorial was funny. miss lee was testing us on the earthquake areas and the year the earthquake occurred. and then we guessed one whole list, then somebody said what about Sichuan earthquake? then miss lee said, okay that is counted. then everyone started answering damn enthusiastically. like "we know when it happened! year 2008!" then miss lee gave that uhhhh look. damn funny.

i gotta mug for gp.